OMG. I MISS YOU ALL LIKE HELL OKAY. I MISS SCHOOL ALSO. I MISS JUST SITTING BACK, RELAXING AND LISTENING TO THE LECTURER TALKING. HONESTLY.

aah. its when you've worked that you feel the pleasure in studying. thats why today i die die wanted  to go for my Sunday class. haha, that and the fact that i get to meet the idiotic bimbos Firah and Dee.

The current module i'm taking rocks my socks man! Psychology. The lecturer is damn awesome siaa i tell you, he is like super spontaneous okay? and i think hes really nice to actually teach there cos well, his job earns him a hundred bucks per freaking hour and Im sure my Sunday school doesn't offer that much.

I just finished reading Fir's blog, waahhhh damn long sia Fir, and btw, i'm loving your make up reviews. Do more okay!

EYE CANDY ALERT!  hahah, there's this male nurse at NUH who i bumped into in the lift. initially i was like okay wtv, I'm tired from walking all day and looking at menus and nutrient numbers so i didn't pay him any attention. then the lift door opened at level 4 which neither of us wanted to go out to, so he was expecting me to go out lah cos he thought i pressed level 4 and i was expecting him to go out also, so i looked at him and he turned, and then....................... standard ah, cute sia. i think he's from NYP. i was like "okay mardy chill mardy chill, eh cannot ah, okay must maintain until i get out of the lift." hahaha but i haven't seen him around anymore though, well its not as if i'm patrolling the wards right?stalker.

alaaaa, I got EC but cannot gush. cause my girlfriends aren't there. I miss them rolling their eyes and going "what's new mardy?" then Ht will sigh and go, I got no boyfriend! and give me the saddest face ever. In fact I miss the fact that she will randomly say "I want boyfriend lah mardy" when we're just stoning. 

Okay I just finished dinner, and father just left for work. He was like eating fruits only at dinner because he say he cannot fit into his work pants anymore. teehee. yeah right father, lets see how long it lasts. 

tomorrow's monday. back to my dear food works. damn, i hate that software.


be blessed everyone,
xoxo

I can't go on like this. Wanting to see and stopping myself. It's just not healthy. And I think I may be losing my mind.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.


I'm so freaking tired. I thought i was the most bored girl on earth when i punched in at 8.03 or something and sat and stoned until 10. then, suddenly BOOMMMMMMMMM files and files of all the country foods employees came at my table waiting to checked and filled. I have no idea how this has anything to do with Food science OR nutrition but i'll take it. just to show them i can handle stress. hahah whatever sia. I was so nervous cos i had to photocopy damn alot of forms and was so blur until i got freaking mixed up. BUT i did it. haha wow mardy, breakthrough.

okay peoplesss i am gonna freaking gain weight while working here. I ate only the pancakes from Mr bean for lunch and a cup of soyabean, then, my colleague walked in and gave me a cup of sugarcane juice, then while i was sorting out the files, she opened the door with this happy face and showed off her whole plastic of ice cream she bought for everyone, including me. And i was hungry in the morning so i had one twiggie.

Not that I'm complaining.

I'm loving the people surrounding me. The head chef, who i thought was scary and stuff, actually looks really kind and talks nonsense all the time, which is really entertaining. And then there's the only Malay chef who constantly asks me wether i've eaten or not. No other question know. He see my face only : " eat ready?" hahah.

okay. but everything has a downside to it no?

yes. something just HAS to ruin my day. 

whatever it is, i'm grateful for my internship. thank God.

be blessed everyone.
xoxo

p/s: mother asked me to try a new pair of pants she bought for me in front of her, and when i asked her to close the door, she said : " I've seen all your bits and pieces, the ups and downs, I even put powder on them!" =_='

yes. it finally happened. SIP has started.

( My really boring first day. )

Okay mother is gonna have to wait for my laptop because i am BLOGGING. hahaha. damn, i need to get her her own cd player. stupid computer, cannot play her CDs.

just got back from watching clash of the titans. the movie was good. i mean, exceeds expectations though not something i would watch again. the main actor wasn't much eyecandy but the heroine was BEAUTIFUL. idk what her real name is, if anyone knows, tell me kay? and yes, i am STRAIGHT.

Brother just got a new kental phone. hahah. the camera sucks like what, but wtv, he's gonna get an iphone after his O's. HMPH. Father bought me my contact lensesss! yayyyy! hahah. save my kaching kaching. I've no idea what he has against coloured lenses but everytime i ask if i can have them, he always, ALWAYS says: "your eyes are already pretty. why you want to change?" TSK. to which i don't reply, because if i do, i'll be saying that my eyes aren't pretty. you know? hahah. okay cut the crap. aigoo.

LJS fries are freaking bomb man. 

SIP is on monday. ohmygod help me.

xoxo

Mother nature, a disaster, won't stop a happy ever after.

wow. my period came super early. (stop reading if you're already freaked that i can talk about it so openly) hahah. which is a blessing in disguise, thank God it didn't come during my SIP, if not.. i'm gonna have one hell of a first week. cramps are driving me nuts once again, urghhh, i didn't wanna take that stupid pink pill which doesn't work though i was sorely tempted but NO! panadol is the enemy for the liver. okay apparently, this fact has been lodged in our brains since we entered TP.  I don't mean, don't ever take it, but you can't take it often, okay mardy stop here, i'm sure everyone knows what the effects of panadol are. =.=

i'm waiting for American Idol to start, Lee and Crystal FTW! 

i had like an hour long nap. whoaaaa. how to fall asleep tonight?? blame it on the cramps ah, it hurts so bad, i just slept it off. TO NO AVAIL. hahah. damnnn. i really envy you girls who don't have this. 

OKAY SINCE I'M BORED I'M GONNA TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED ON TUESDAY.

Brothers had tuition at 8pm but the tutor is always about 5- 10 mins late. So we happily ate dinner taking our time. I was in the kitchen washing my hands when someone went: "oh crap he's here."  then....

Me: what?? he's here??
Father: yes. cover yourself.
Me: *looks around the kitchen* with what??( i had the image of me wearing a table cloth on my head)
Father: *walks outside and grabs my brother's sarong* nah.
Me:NO.
Father: just use lah, then run up.
Me: No way in hell am i doing that. ask mother to pass me my scarf
Brother:(after 5 whole minutes) nah!

so i wore the scarf and ran like the wind up to my room. chey. step like wind only. but i could still hear him laughing at me! thankss ahhh. so damn embarassing. i didn't go down the whole entire night, i endured my thirstiness okay!

that story was totally redundant. I'm starting a new module this sunday. Psychology. coolness. i'm actually looking forward to it. 

till then,
xoxo

Went to school for Food Safety problem statement launch in the morning. I was listening to Mr Tan talk in the LT when it hit me that today was going to be the last day I'll be seeing the girls in school all the way till May when we have our campus discussion thingy. aww sad. Honestly, i'm gonna miss my girlfriends damn alot. 4 months okay! 4 freaking months! when we used to see each other every single day! 

aww, no more lame jokes and funny stories to cheer my morning up. no more waiting at the bustop for each other before going to class. no more stoning together at the bench because of late nights spent doing projects, no more eating together at ITAS. for 16 weeks. 

It hit me the most while waiting for the bus, I freaking teared at the interchange! 

I'll miss you girls alot. Let's ace our SIP and experience our last semester together! 

xoxo

OHEMGEE. I just finished dinner. Mother's the best cook forever. *licks lips*

I'm so freaking tired. HAH. SIP hasn't even started and I'm already so drained. Had to go for this workshop which started at 845am allll the freaking wayyyy to 630 pm. DAMNNNNNN. And we only had like an hour break? and it was so dry! i mean fine, yes i understand the significance of having to serve your customers the best you can but could they at least have a speaker who was there? As in, in person, not on the stupid screen!

Lucky we were all seated in groups of six which meant the whole time, the girls and i were scribbling stuff on the notepad provided. Drawing faces and eyes and noses and whatnots. hahah. There were clappers too, which we played paper ping pong with. hahah. Threw blue tack at each other, damn, so childish, yet so fun. its been long since i did that okayyy. We were all not in the right state of mind due to the late night yesterday spent doing FSaf. ugh. 

I'm waiting for Ta to come online now, to edit the CCP decision tree.

Love makes the world go round okay and Fir is the proof. Congwatulationsss on your 6th anni!!

ahh. to be in love. i wonder how it feels.

xoxo

This post is for my dearest dearest Firi, Hana and Hui Teng.

I know you all are very bummed out over being sent for in house SIP, but hey, it really doesn't mean your grades are bad! It's just the companies that pulled out at the very last minute, its their fault! I know this is easier said than done, but chill okay? We'll still see each other on weekends and stuff :)

So come on, you QA/QC and Food Hygiene Officers, smile! :)


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I was posted to Countryfoods, which is the catering section for NUH. Apparently i'm assisting the catering dietician with stuff. 0.0 NUH is so bloody far and I start work at 8:30AM! Thanks ah. aigoo. now we still have the stupid Food safety thingy to work on also. ahh. my holidays just got cut short. Attachment starting on the 5th of March!

Dear God, help me.

xoxo

Went for a picnic with girlfriends today :)

As usual we ended up talking about really uncomfortable topics. HAHA. From fists to translations of bad words and going "oooooooohhhh so THATS what it means.." to laughing at my striking blue picnic bag to attempting to hide Hana's birthday cake and to Hana screaming in delight when she saw her pressie.

The weather played tricks today, going from cold to hot in a couple of hours. I was so full i felt like i was glued to my seat the whole time. 

I saw alot of couples today. And its driving me nuts. 

Ky: "Are you jealous?"
Me: " YES."
Ky: " Hahah, nvm mardy, MUST BELIEVE!"

yes yes must believe okay mardy! that you will one day find happiness :D 

Went home with Fir and Ht. Something odd happened at the bustop. We were waiting for the bus and beside us were three secondary school girls. Then this really random guy comes up to them and asks to shake their hands. The first girl shook his but the last two girls didnt, the last girl even said :" dont touch me!" Then the guy held up his hands and went: "peace." *does the peace sign with his hands*

WTH?? i was like uhmmmmm what?? The girls boarded the same bus as us and were all giggly after. hahaha. 

Fir: " eh, afro is a model for M1 know."
Me: " really??"
Fir: " yeaahh i saw the poster when i was in the M1 shop!"
Me: " waahhh, he's a national icon already! hahah."
Ht: " he graduating ready right? we must go take a picture with him!"
Me:" He's our TP icon man. hahah."
Ht:" Must make the most pitiful face know then ask.."

YES YES AFRO IS GRADUATING. I cant believe it. We won't see him anymore :( he was our entertainment. haha. afromaniacs.

alrightey. i'm off.

xoxo